I slept 12 hours last night and I’m still tired! I have to work at 3:30 tonight and today I have been relaxing at home with my pets. Husband is at dentist, then school, then off to work on someone’s car so I have the place to myself. Normally I would be happy to have some alone time but lately I have felt very insecure and I desperately miss my husband today.
I’m also worried about a job prospect. A friend of mine has an administrative position available in his company. He knows I need a job so he asked me if I would be interested applying for it. Of course I am. The job pays well and would greatly help my husband and I financially. However there is a drug test (no problem I will pass with flying colors) and a criminal background check. Um does DUI fall under criminal background check? I’m guessing so. I was not convicted of a DUI. It was dropped down to reckless operation. But still I’m wondering what will come up. Only time will tell hu? The position does not involve driving, therefore even if the DUI does show I’m hoping they will over look it. Ugghh did I mention I was a little down and depressed today.
I have my home group AA meeting tonight. For those of you who do not know, a home group is simply a group you agree to go to each week. You help clean up and coördinate events for the meeting. It is basically a commitment that you will be some place each week, as opposed to the other AA meetings one attends when they can. It’s a women’s only meeting and I love it. All the women are friendly and sweet. I can walk in there having a really bad day and walk out knowing everything will be alright. I’m looking forward to going tonight. I think it will lift my mood.
Ok off to nap a little today.
